I've finally added an contact form to this site. Currently in beta. I'm actually wondering why it didn't have one before. I guess I was just getting by fine with X or Discord, though I don't really log into those very often😶🌫2026.9.6
Q28. At what moment in crafting or preparing do you feel most alive?
>Drawing and writing make me happy too, but it's really fun to seeing something that only exists in 2D actually turn into a physical 3D object of craft/cosplay.#30Qs 2026.9.5
Things I learned yesterday: an overview of string theory and the name of the main character of Chiikawa. String → Alright I don't get it. Something small → Gave me the impression of a Reiwa-era version of Bonobono. Also I just found out that the Atagoul series has never been translated into English... they're all too philosophical😹2026.9.3
Q27. How would you describe your fan activity style in one word?
>"The creator type" I guess. Since I wasn't really in an environment where I could collect merch and collectibles, and I've only been to a handful of events, creating fan-works became my natural way of sharing my love for any series, rather than just consuming official content. Instead of waiting to be blessed with content, I want to be the fan who can bless others with it.#30Qs 2026.9.3
Q26. What is your top priority when it comes to accuracy in fan works or cosplay?
>For cosplay crafting, my top priority is unity and overall balance—making sure elements like piece sizing, materials, colors/texture, and prop quality are all harmonious. Also staying faithful to the design while keeping functionality and movement in mind.
For art and writing, I try to follow the original style/tone as much as possible. I feel almost bad tweaking things into my own style... my personal quirks still sneak in though😳#30Qs 2026.9.2
The average temperature in my room has finally dropped below 86°F. It was a hot summer... so hot that my memory are hazy🫠 One thing that happened in last month was that I was invited to see a movie to kill some time, but the new Minions film, which had come out in July, had already finished its run in my area. I'll just wait for the DVD to get cheaper, but isn't it too short...🍌2026.9.1
Q25. How do you prepare for events or travel— Meticulous planner vs. Go with the flow?
>Definitely a meticulous planner. When I'm in cosplay, my movements are restricted, so I carefully planning everything—from what I carry to how I act. I even pay close attention to what I eat and drink so I don't break character. Back when I did Transformers cosplay, I walked around carrying a purple Powerade to match Energon🧊#30Qs 2026.8.31
Q24. What makes a villain truly captivating to you?
>A presence that makes you wonder why they're not the protagonist, along with a well-reasoned motive and real justification... Plus, a bit of a dominant side🥹#30Qs 2026.8.29
I've heard from the #boktober2026 host, and preparations for the event are underway. Since the prompts will be announced in early September, participants will have plenty of time to get ready.
However, I'm likely to be very busy this fall and I won't be able to draw every day as an artist. I might just pick a few prompts to participate with this year... it's a shame, as I haven't missed a single day in previous years. Though I'd actually want to try writing instead of drawing too.2026.8.28
Q23. How do you feel about characters whose true motives remain completely unreadable?
>If they're an intelligent type like Garak from DS9, it's definitely about their depth. I want them to stay unreadable, but at the same time I want to see their true(-ish) feelings slip through... that gap.#30Qs 2026.8.27
Q22. 「絶対に折れない精神」vs「脆く崩れ去る瞬間」、どっちが見たい?
>両方見たいけどさw こっそり後者。
Q22. Unshakable resolve vs. The moment a mind shatters — which do you want to see?
>I mean, I want to see both but... "the moment a mind shatters".#30Qs 2026.8.26
Perhaps due to the high temperatures, I've recently developed a sort of visual hypersensitivity, and even the blinking of the text cursor makes me feel like motion sickness. It's a relief that I can adjust the cursor's blink rate, but what's even harder to deal with is that no one understands the discomfort caused by things like ceiling fans on low ceilings or driving during the day. I actually quit a job once because of this, but my family seems to think it's just laziness, which makes me sad🥺2026.8.24
Q21. What kind of emotional or physical scars/sacrifices draw you to a character?
>How about internal struggle—things like keeping secrets or telling lies to protect someone, or facing isolation and misunderstanding from the world. A determination so fierce that they're even willing to sacrifice their own sanity in the end... that's deeply moving to me.#30Qs 2026.8.23
It's so hot that the leaves on the tree in the yard have started to fall... still too early for fall. But when I went shopping a few days ago, they were already selling Halloween items and it messed up my sense of the season.2026.8.22
Q20. What kind of personal beliefs or inner convictions in a character draw you in the most?
>I guess I tend to root for characters who work hard for a specific person rather than some grand, abstract cause. Maybe it's not really about what their beliefs are, but more about their sheer determination to stick with them.#30Qs 2026.8.21
Q19. What type of leader/commander do you respect most?
>Rather than someone who forcibly drags people along, I prefer leaders who just act on their own and end up naturally drawing people in. It's not that they push others away—they just have an unshakeable core, intense passion, and a natural charisma that somehow makes them a leader without them even trying.
I also love it when they're ruthless to their enemies, but fair and genuinely kind to their subordinates without playing favorites. For some reason, this type is almost always on the villain's side. Isn't IDW Megatron a great example?#30Qs 2026.8.19
Q18. What single trope or setting element instantly hook you into a story?
>Honestly, there are more elements I don't want than elements I do. First, no special origin or chosen one setup for the main character. Second, no cringe, over-the-top elements or cheesy forced drama. If a character just sticks to their own beliefs on top of that, I'm sold. And if there's someone who just refuses to fit into the world's system, even better.
To be specific, I quickly lose interest in cheap, symbol-like tropes, such as edgelord powers or shallow character archetypes. I also get turned off by convenient plot twists and forced sentimentality, which are all too common in character-driven stories. They might look appetizing on the surface, but there's no real substance to savor.
That said, if handled with good sense, both can become great stylistic flair or narrative necessity. In the end, it all comes down to the creator's ability to strike that balance. But for these reasons, I stay away from works where the whole story is already explained in the title.#30Qs 2026.8.18
I finished watching TAS over the weekend, it's a cartoon from 1973. Since I'm someone who can watch TF G1 cartoon, the production quality didn't really bother me, though there were times when the plot really tested my logic😂 I've still got LD, PRO, SNW, and SFA on my list, but Japanese-language DVDs aren't available, so I'm putting those on hold for now. It seems this fandom isn't divided by a dilithium shortage, but by language barriers.#🖖 2026.8.17
Q17. What kind of moment makes you feel a character's (or story's) true pride or core values shine?
>When I can tell on a meta level that the creator's conviction or message is reflected. You can feel their intent of wanting us to resonate with it, and that scene should be what the core of the story is all about.#30Qs 2026.8.16
Q16. Bitter/Heavy endings vs. Refreshing/Satisfying endings — which draws you in?
>It might sound surprising after all this talk about heavy themes, but I'm actually an optimist at heart, so "all's well that ends well" is my favorite. Even in a dark or depressing ending, I still want a hint of hope.#30Qs 2026.8.14
Q15. What trope or scenario sways your emotions the most?
>Probably when someone is pushed to the absolute limit... the moment their true nature or instincts explode. While decisions that test one's humanity and strength are great, but seeing characters acknowledge their vulnerability and break, or completely snap and go off the deep end, is also good.#30Qs 2026.8.12
Q14. What kind of setting excites you the most (e.g., deep space, cyberpunk, fantasy)?
>I prefer realistic settings, because fantasy or magic feels like a cheat. Developments within strict rules like sci-fi are more fair and ideal, which allows the story and human nature to be explored deeply.#30Qs 2026.8.11
I recently learned the term "receptive (passive) bilingual" and it seems to describe me perfectly. It refers to a state where someone uses one language fluently, but can only understand the other language without being able to speak it. And that's why my job hunting isn't going well and become a critical problem.
A common misconception is the idea that taking English classes or studying will fix this. Since I've spent more than half my life in the English-speaking region, and all my siblings who grew up with me can speak at a native level, so this had always been a mystery to me.
However, "being unable to speak" is different from "being unable to think", so that's frustrating all the time...🥲2026.8.11
I finally updated the Sitemap's text links into buttons, which I've been to do for a while. It should be easy to tap with a finger now. Please take the heart tag to mean that it is the main content👆2026.8.10
Q13. What story themes give you chills (e.g., psychological warfare, political intrigue, tragic fate)?
>If I were to answer seriously, it would be "conflicts of ethics or values", a theme that pairs well with sci-fi. Along with "the catharsis of confronting absurdity".#30Qs 2026.8.10
For the past week, the room temperature has been like 87℉ even with the cooler running, leaving me feeling dizzy. But there was thunder and it rained for the first time in a while today. Summer is probably halfway over now. I've been tweaking the site's CSS since last night to improve how it looks on smartphones... I hope it worked📱2026.8.9
Q12. What is the most compelling situation involving boundaries or inner conflict between characters?
>A relationship where "both realize their mutual feelings, yet remain aware of an uncrossable line". What excites me most is when they intentionally turn their back to test each other, creating that nerve-wracking tension.#30Qs 2026.8.8
Q11. Silent, unspoken trust vs. Eloquent psychological warfare — which dynamic do you prefer?
>I prefer the thrill over stability, so definitely "psychological warfare". I'm drawn to a chain of words that makes you ask 'are they actually being serious?' Especially those filled with double meanings and metaphors that only they would understand.#30Qs 2026.8.7
Q10. What character role or position within a group/team are you most drawn to?
>First off, I love the character who are "the only odd one out" in a group. To be more specific, I'm especially drawn to characters who logically belong to the ally side by birth or species, but stand alone on the enemy side, accepting that as their place, and being accepted in return (like Sabata from Boktai, or Matsuka from Toward the Terra).
There's something so captivating about the implication of a complex backstory, and the fact that they chose to belong there by their own will. Though I also like it when they've just been completely brainwashed or tamed, too (like the Andorian brother assisting the Romulans in ENT).#30Qs 2026.8.6
Q9. Trust vs. Betrayal — which emotional drama do you prefer?
>As a drama, I prefer "betrayal", specifically those twisted situations like where someone has to betray the other precisely because they trust them. I love the conflict where their motive is actually goodness or kindness, yet they're forced to betray their own allies.#30Qs 2026.8.5
Q8. What do you look for in a rival/archenemy relationship?
>I'm honestly kind of tired of intense or obsessed rivals. I prefer a loose, long-standing 'enemy-friend' dynamic with just the right distance.#30Qs 2026.8.3
Just remembered I drew this doodle for dA in 2017... almost ten years ago! I'm worrying that it seems this plastic drawers and wire shelf won't fit the new closet. I also need to reduce those cubes🥲 By the way, that sketch-like figure is my self-portrait, the one which could only be seen on error pages on this site.2026.8.2
Q7. What is your absolute favorite dynamic between two characters?
>Seeing a pair in mutual love makes me happy. It's especially fun when they love each other so much that they end up messing with the world. It's also fascinating when they're on the enemy side, because their motive isn't malice or selfishness but pure love, making it impossible to completely deny them.#30Qs 2026.8.1
I've started sorting out my closet for the move. It's tidy, but there's a lot of stuff. Clothes/bags make up less than half of it, the rest is mostly art and craft tools and junks materials. And I'm going to have to get rid of those materials, since my new room and closet is much smaller. I don't currently have any plans to make bulky cosplay costumes like TF, too.2026.8.1
July
Q6. シルエットだけで「美しい…」と惚れ込む条件は?
>衣服に限るならマント・ケープとかマフラーは間違いなく映える。マントの醸し出す包容力いいよなあ。
Q6. What silhouette instantly makes you think "that's stunning"?
>If I'm strictly talking about clothing, capes and scarves definitely stand out. I love the sense of embrace and depth a cape brings.#30Qs 2026.7.30
It's disheartening to receive an automated email saying like "Sorry, the system rejected your application because you didn't meet the criteria." I understand the rejection, since I was simply being honest. That said, I sometimes come across application forms where it seems impossible for anyone to even pass the initial document screening without lying. It makes me worry about whether it's really safe to hire people who would do that.2026.7.30
Q5. What kind of gaze or expression draws you in the most?
>I might say "a fearless, confident smirk" is my favorite. It becomes so much better when they are suppressing their emotions, or when there's a deep contrast between their inner conflict and outer appearance.#30Qs 2026.7.28
Q4. What is your favorite character gap (contrast in personality)?
>Extreme contrasts are an absolute treat for me, like "the contrast between a character holding on tightly to their ironclad pride and a rare, momentary vulnerability" or "someone who is domineering and ruthless to others, but shows a gentle side only to a specific person".
This is exactly why I'm so drawn to Cardassians, who have such a sheer depth in their emotional swing, which I call 'tsun-yan'. Starting from extremely proud 'tsun', their pride is too immense to ever show 'dere', even causing them to sink directly into 'yan'(=unhinged, broken, obsessive).#30Qs 2026.7.27
I finally finished watching DSC, and I also watched Short Trek episodes. My favorite character in this series is probably Commander Reno. So far she is the cutest female character in the entire series lol2026.7.26
Q3. What kind of voice or speaking style gets your attention?
>I can't really think of a specific character, or voice actor as I don't follow them. I'm generally drawn to deep voices, but I feel like it's more of a biological trait than personal taste. For speaking style, I seem to have a soft spot for a tone of "intellectual intimidation".#30Qs 2026.7.26
The boiler was broken and I haven't been able to use hot water for the past few days. Fortunately, it's the middle of summer and the weather is hot enough to shower in cold water, but thinking that might be unhealthy, I tried to heat up some water by filling a large bucket and leaving it out in the sun. Since daytime temperatures exceed 105°F, the water heated up perfectly, allowing me to bathe comfortably in the night.
The best part is getting to enjoy thermal energy that comes 100% from the sun. What’s more, my hands and feet stayed warm all day long after soaking in the solar-heated water, which is strange, perhaps because my blood circulation is improved. I feel like I'm able to shoot the Solar Gun right about now. I think I'll keep enjoying this solar baths every now and then🫧2026.7.25
Q2. What specific character parts, equipment, or accessories do you love?
>The intensity of their eyes... like a strong impression, I guess. Body parts and outfits are just surface-level details, but the eyes are where their true inner self shows, which makes them so captivating. If I were to give concrete names, the red eyes of Immortals from Boktai or Data from TNG are clear instances. Not sure if this logic applies to Megatron’s optics, though...#30Qs 2026.7.25
Q1. What type of non-human entity attracts you the most?
>That's quite a question to ask first🤣 I'm not really swayed by visuals or standard tropes, and for me, it's all about the character's background and details. Even vampires and aliens can differ depending on the world's setting. I suppose what truly draws me is the character's "otherness" or "unusual atmosphere". And also, having "dignity".#30Qs 2026.7.24
I added "30 Questions for Fandom Preferences" prompt list to [Link & Gifts] page. Please feel free to copy and use it however you like. It's a fun template for discussing your fiction setting and character preferences in depth. I plan to answer the questions one by one on here, and then compile them into my profile page. I think that with surveys like this, the more responses that are shared, the more helpful they become for creators.
I used Gemini to help generate the questions so it would be available in both language. But since I've used external prompt generators before, and the template itself isn't an creative work, so I believe it doesn't violates the site's No-AI generation policies...2026.7.24
Why is the room temperature 84°F even though the cooler is running? The living expenses are getting higher too, but I still can't find a job which making me anxious. Am I really that unskilled? I need to escape reality by writing the next episode of Runaway🤤2026.7.22
It was too hot today that I lost consciousness about three times and a "Now loading" ring popped up... I suppose that could also be called a nap though. Three times is pretty extreme still🫠2026.7.18
I just uploaded the art for 23rd anniversary for Boktai. I always feel like I'm a bit late to the party because of the time difference, but I'm definitely celebrating🥳2026.7.16
I was busy with yard work this weekend... even though it's the hottest time of the year. And for [Runaway★Trek], which has just concluded Episode 3, I hadn't really planned beyond getting the crew I wanted on board, so I have no idea when I can upload the next story🚀2026.7.12
The episode 3 of the comedic StarTrek fanfic I'm writing as a distraction(?) is almost finished. The three alien crew members are finally on board and things are about to get exciting, but I don't have the time to get out my pen-tablet and try drawing something for the series... Even though each post is only about three lines long, it's difficult to make the meaning match between the English and Japanese texts, and there are a few jokes that only work in one language. That's why I think the Rosetta Stone style is much more rational than a language-switching display system.2026.7.9
It's Tanabata, and here is the wish I'm making: may I find a job soon... I've been making inquiries regarding my job search, but the replies are slow, which is a hassle😅2026.7.7
アメリカ250歳だそうでおめでとう☆ 家で地味にヤキトリをして祝う予定。
It's 250th birthday of the US! I'll celebrate with yakitori instead of a BBQ★☆★ 2026.7.4
Lately, I've been cleaning around my house during the cooler hours of the evening. Today, as I was sweeping under a tree, I heard a small thud, and when I looked, there was a caterpillar bigger than my thumb has spawned. It looked exactly like Duneyrr's larva and was so terrifying. I'm glad it didn't fall on me, but you know I just recently written a post saying no caterpillars allowed😂2026.7.2
I tidied up [Sitemap] page a bit. Its "Memories" section has been moved to the [Policy] page. I'd also like to do something about the sitemap links.2026.7.1
June
追記:「はらぺこあおむし」と「ニャッキ」以外のニョロはお断りw
You know how I always want to buy the Very Hungry Caterpillar plushie every time I see it at Barnes & Noble? But I can't stand any other caterpillars except for him and Knyacki😂2026.6.27
《Cont.》 Boktai (game), Transformers (toy/media), and StarTrek (drama), are all genres that lack consistency in terms of the medium. I believe that the medium/format of a work is itself part of the work, and I first realized this when I read Eric Carle's picture book The Very Hungry Caterpillar in kindergarten. I loved its bold compositions and vivid colors, but more than anything, the freedom of expression in punching holes in the pages shocked me so much, that I didn't read chapter books for a while even after entering elementary school. On a side note, I heard there's an Eric Carle exhibition currently being held in Tokyo. I wish I could go~🐛2026.6.27
The addition of StarTrek genre has made my fanart gallery more complex. Boktai and Transformers might seem to have nothing in common, but they actually share a foundation built on the interaction of these elements: [Concept (narrative/story)], [Function (physical gimmick)], and [Subjective Experience (immersion/playstyle)]. This interdependence enhances the work's overall quality, and that's why I absolutely love the unique appeal of each piece. Incidentally, this synergistic manifestation can be called "emergence". Now I'm trying to figure out how StarTrek fits into this theory...🤔2026.6.27
The second episode of [Runaway★Trek] is finished so I added the StarTrek section on the fanart gallery. Also I tidied up the contents links on each gallery pages. I'm able to keep it up easily since it's three-line-per-post comedic story, but I'd actually like to draw them too... but I just don't have the time now😖 btw, I have rarely drawn or shared fanart based on live-action stuff.2026.6.24
I'm glad the drawing was finished in time. The kiriban has passed so I'm setting the next one to 6000. I'm making no progress on the mystery stuff, I can’t find a job, and I've put off moving for so long that I'm reaching the limit... looks like it's going to be a rough summer😵💫2026.6.22
ちょっと間に合うか分からないぞ…💦
I'm not sure if I'll be able to color this in time...😅2026.6.20
Just finished watching PIC Season 3. It brought back memories of walking on the Bridge set at last year's Universal Studios event. I remember they had Jack's costume on display right next to the captain's uniform. I want to watch DS9 reunion too, but I don't want to see older Bajorans... but I might want to see middle-aged Cardassians😳
I also watched Short Trek's Tribble episode... WTH is that🤣2026.6.19
Due to data management considerations on the back of the pages, a hub page for the ongoing(?) [Runaway★Trek] series has been created. I won't deny it if someone points out that this is just a series of posts transporting the niche interests I mentioned on my hidden blog though😘2026.6.17
My goal was to work in a job that entertains people, so during my student days, I majored in CGI and Fine Art, which I thought would be useful in the entertainment field. While I love games myself, I never aspired to join the game industry, because I disliked the inherent unfairness of software being playable only by those who own the specific hardware.
It's true that kids from poor families may not be able to play video games, and just because a home video game console is connected to the TV doesn't guarantee that everyone in the family can play. Or while others are well-equipped for gaming but lack the time. It is disheartening to think that no matter how entertaining a game I create, it might not reach the people who truly want to play it.
That is why, now that a career in the entertainment industry seems out of reach due to my circumstances, I run this website, which anyone can access as long as they have internet access. So I hope you enjoy it. (And this was a long introduction to this site😉)2026.6.13
Searing for more personal website search sites I might be able to register this site. Also I'm checking out other sites listed in the search engines I already registered. Isn't it a scam when a site's description says something like "XXX is ongoing!", but when you actually visit that site, it just says "publishing on my socials" and you can't read anything there...?🤔2026.6.12
When you click the comment button (💬) on the artwork page to go to Guestbook, the artwork title will be automatically filled into the input form now. It's not a required field but maybe convenient.2026.6.9
I registered this site with a personal website/blog search site a few days ago, but I don't really talk about creative stuff that much on here. So since I'm too busy to draw recently, I'd talk about writing-type creative activities.
Although my fiction is written in Japanese, it is often written in a style that resembles a Japanese translation of an English novel, a style that tends to be categorized in Japan as hard-boiled or lean. That's because I enjoy reading translated works of foreign science fiction and Hideyuki Kikuchi's books.
That said, I'm not aiming for a hard-boiled style. If I were to use a boiled egg as an analogy, my ideal is the soft-boiled approach. In other words, I strive for a balance where the shell retains a distinct sharpness, and the white is firm and cool, yet the yolk remains piping hot and deliciously runny
And I have a taste for the extreme. I want to bring in settings and plots that lift readers to the highest heights, only to drop them into the depths—that kind of raw thrill. However, I have a stubborn rule not to rely on just characters or settings. I ruthlessly cut out any explanations that try to say 'this is the appeal' or 'feel sad here,' trying to keep my writing plain and unadorned.2026.6.6
I'm almost done with the second coat of paint in my new room. The color became more lighter and quiet. But why my house cat's whiskers getting pink too...?😹2026.6.4
Update: I finally managed to connect after refreshing my IP address... was I being blocked by my own server? Or perhaps, servers across the entire country have been behaving strangely today for some reason...? My personal site has nothing to do with it😂2026.6.2
I've registered this site with two more new search engines dedicated to personal/dojin sites, and the web buttons for those sites have been moved to the [Link] page. Then I tried to update this site, but I encountered a problem where the TFP software was unable to connect, preventing me from transferring files. I'm able to access the server via my internet browser, but it looks like it's going to take some time to figure out where the problem lies. Is it a server maintenance issue or an outage? Or is the problem with the software itself...?🤔2026.6.2
I've started watching PIC Season 2. I thought PIC series was going to be a TNG reunion but it's not actually. While I was watching Season 1, the Blade Runner music just wouldn't get out of my head...dear🥲2026.6.1
A StarTrek fanfic-ish [Runaway★Trek] I originally started as an April Fool's joke has finally reached it's conclusion after two months, and I've now started the second episode. As I've mentioned on my hidden blog, there are two more alien crew members I'd like to pick up~😙2026.5.31
I haven't received any job interview invitations from anywhere I've applied. So I started the second coat of paint on my new room today. It's a lighter color than the first paint and looks okay so far2026.5.29
I've reached a new chapter in StarTrek Discovery... but just found out that the international Blu-ray box set lacks any Japanese audio/subtitle for season 3. So until the copy arrives from Japan, we've decided to start watching Picard series first. Picard is always Picard no matter how old he gets, but Data...🥹2026.5.22
I'm busy with job hunting, but there are no jobs because I live in such a rural area. It seems like remote work opportunities are drying up, too. But the most problem is that I'm good on writing but so bad at speaking English for some reason.2026.5.17
I've finished the first coat of paint on my new room... was way dark😂 Since I had to paint over an opposite color, I used up an entire can even it's a small room, so I'm going to get a lighter shade for the second coat. 2026.5.11
I've removed several search engine site banners from my [Original] gallery, since they are inaccessible now. But I've just registered with a new doujin site search engine called [COMPASS LINK]. We must preserve this kind of online doujin culture.2026.5.9
I've just about finished the small repairs and masking on the walls and doors of the room I'm moving into. I knew that buying paint didn't mean I could start painting right away though... The first season of DSC I started watching recently is drawing to a close soon. The Andrians I finally got to meet in this series somewhat look rigid? Where's their suppleness of the antennae ENT era?? 2026.5.3
Since I had some things to make and repair, I took out the sewing machine and did some sewing this weekend. I made a cushion cover out of a cotton blanket that the cat had torn a hole in😹 And finally I got the paint for my new room. That thrill of not knowing whether I'll actually like the color until I start painting it...
Their paint has digital color code so this is the exact color→2026.4.27
I've watched up to episode 5 of DSC. There's a lot of Klingon dialogue and the person I'm watching with has switched the subtitles to Japanese, which is inconvenient to learn the terms and names in English. The story is getting okay, but the only thing that catches my attention is the Tribble on the captain's desk... Why aren't there any cute aliens like Cardassians or Xindi-Reps?😭2026.4.24
I've started watching StarTrek DSC, I've made it through episode 2 so far. My first impression is that while it looks gorgeous on the surface, the substance feels a bit sloppy. But the Klingon designs, which apparently drew a lot of harsh criticism, didn't really bother me... because their language sounded so elegant🥹2026.4.20
It looks like I'll be sent to buy paint for the walls sometime next week for my room move. Muted light pink maybe Some repairs seem to be needed as well, and it looks like all the furniture won't fit, which is a problem🛏2026.4.19
My stupid StarTrek fanfic-ish [Runaway★Trek] is finally accessible only via this blog, from "watching" section in the status bar above. I've included an English translation with a little help from Gemini, though I still haven't quite gotten used to translating "people of Earth" as "Human".
In Japanese, designations follow the "place name + person/people/human letter (人)" naming convention (like American = アメリカ人, Vulcan = バルカン人, and Andorian = アンドリア人). This allows us to express that these beings are not merely "people" in the sense of being physically humanoid in form, but are also "human" in the sense of possessing a fundamentally humanoid nature.
As you can see, the shape of the character for person/human "人" represents a standing human being. It can also be viewed as a species of independent individuals, including the cultural aspects that accompany it. Interestingly, this "人" letter is not attached to the designation for the Borg. Anyway, that's why I feel it's unfair to call only people of Earth origin "humans" in the world of StarTrek. I'm still not sure if the Terran or Earthling are sound fair though.
大<big hug!2026.4.15
家人が引越す関係で10年以上も使っていた自室から追い出されることになって悲しい😢
Due to a family member moving, I'm being kicked out of my room I've lived in for over ten years. So sad😭2026.4.13
I watched the return of Artemis II on streaming. I couldn't hear the sonic boom here, but glad they returned to Earth safely🌎 I watched the final episode of ENT yesterday (was actually TNG though). I wanted to see more Andorians and Xindi-Reptilians! I'll probably have to wait a while before watching DSC.2026.4.10
What started as a little April Fools' joke, a sort of fanfic I posted on a hidden page, has somehow evolved into a series-ish. So I'm wondering whether I should create a dedicated page and post them in the fanart gallery. This site hasn't featured any StarTrek stuff other than cosplay yet. I'd somehow gotten into the TF genre before, but it takes a lot of courage to venture into such a huge frontier😳2026.4.6
It seems new emoji have been added. So I've updated the site's Noto font as well. Still some weird choices as usual. The treasure chest is nice but a fight cloud?😂2026.4.2
アルテミスⅡの打ち上げはストリーミングで視聴、無事に出発できたようで良かった🚀 今日見たENTのエピソードは久しぶりにアンドリア人が登場したので今夜はDaftPunk聴いてる(←四月馬鹿のつもり)。[Around the World]のPVをENTの異星人勢が踊ってるイメージw
I watched the Artemis II launch on YouTube livestream. Glad to see it took off safely🚀 The ENT episode I watched today featured the Andorians, so I'm listening to DaftPunk tonight (and can I count this as an April Fools' joke?). Imagine the aliens from ENT dancing to the "Around the World" music video🤣2026.4.1
I've been a little busy lately and I couldn't prepare anything for April fools' day... sorry. Though my secret blog on the hidden page is currently full of StarTrek topics, if that helps at all🥹2026.4.1
The site maintenance is done, so I'm doing some spring yard work. Though I'm just working in the evening time since daytime temperatures are already like early summer. I'm trying to clearing part of the yard with a shovel, but since I'm not used to this kind of work, I've already gotten blisters on my hands. So I'm taking the rest today... I guess I'm better suited for a computer keyboard😅2026.3.24
I read the volume 44 book of VHD last night, has not the 'dark' ending as usual which surprised me. It's like a glimmer of hope has finally appeared after looong years of their conflict. And according to the Kikuchi's afterward, this is the last volume that includes ink illustration page(s) drawn by the artist Amano. He will keep drawing the cover art though this is a bit sad. 2026.3.21
Happy Spring Equinox🌸 I didn't draw spring art this time, though I'd like to celebrate it by updating Otenko plushie stuffs and the site itself🎉 I just looked it up on Google, and apparently, there are a lot of people who give up their personal website/blog just after three months, and the average lifespan of website is said to be only two to three years. There's even data suggesting that only about 10% of sites last more then three years. So I think I can proud of this day😊2026.3.20
I finally bought the latest volume of VHD novel from Japan, was published back in January. The bunko book itself costs only about $6 but with shipping, handling fee, and taxes, I had to pay $28 in total... I think that's too much🥲 Though I was looking forward to it, so I'll read it to celebrate the spring equinox after all the site maintenance has done. I also want to get back to working on that mysterious genre I've been slacking off on for the past month. 2026.3.19
I stewed corned beef with lots of vegetables today☘ And continued working on site maintenance. I believe I've resolved the issue where the currently viewed genre would collapse when returning to the gallery from the links at the bottom of artwork page. By the way, since some of the fanart shard the same OG image (like EN/JP versions), there are actually 121 fanart pages on this site so far... just to provide that correction😅2026.3.17
It took nearly the entire day, but I've mostly finished working on the gallery pages. The copy-link buttons for each artwork finally correspond to the anchor links within the page. But I don't have the enegy left to click on all of them to debug...🙄2026.3.16
Oh no I couldn't finish it today. I'll continue working on site maintenance tomorrow, so don't mind if the titles on the artwork pages look a little odd😳2026.3.15
Continuing site maintenance. There aren't many visible changes to the pages though. I created the OG images that appear as thumbnails when someone post a URL on social media. There were 115 thumbnails, which means there are 115 pages in the fanart gallery as well... wow😲 I'm also updating the link button function so that it copies the URL with #anchor for each artwork. 2026.3.15
I'm updating the files related to Otenko plushies ahead of the site's third anniversary. The online translation tool has gotten smarter since three years ago, so I've corrected the English and also preparing for the Japanese version of the instructions too. It's never too late👍2026.3.5
The outside temperature is like summer today. I haven't finished yard/garden works for the spring yet💧 I'm obsessed with homemade guacamole with pretzels recently. I used to buy the 'l' shape pretzels, but lately I've been choosing the め-shaped, which I do not know the name but cute. Think if there is ぬ-shaped😉 2026.2.28
Next month will be the third anniversary of this site, so I've updated some info on the [Sitemap] page. I've also published some codes to the hidden page that I previously revealed on my blog. There is a page with JavaScript programs that I've been studying lately, but I'm not sure if it works properly on other devices😑 2026.2.26
昨夜はストーブを焚いてたのに今日は暖かい風が吹いてるぞ…ついに春かな🌷
Last night I was using the heater but today a warm breeze is blowing.. spring has arrived I guess🌼2026.2.24
It's cold outside and this site will soon be three years old, so I'm continuing site maintenance. After revising the usage rules for my artworks, the [Sitemap] page became too long, so I created a new [Policy & Rules] page and divided the content. As an administrator and an artist, I believe it's my responsibility to manage the copyright and usage rules for my own artworks.2026.2.19
I uploaded the Valentine's day art and baked a coffee brownie today. I've finished the maintenance on the website I've been working on for a while, so I'm thinking about getting back into the mystery genre after a two week break.2026.2.14
There were strong winds last night, but it's common in my area, so I don't mind. The problem was that the power went out after I took a shower, and I couldn't dry my hair before bedtime... it was cold🥱2026.2.11
I updated the synopsis page for my original novel series (is written in Japanese though). Then I tried to report the update on some old classic web directories of the creative work websites I'm registered with, and found that half of them were either inaccessible or no longer accepting updates. I think they were still alive until last year...😑
So I added something called "structured data" to the main pages of this site and optimized it a bit for general search engines. I hope those web directories gathered by humans and personal websites will be reevaluated in this age of social media, where everything disappears so quickly. 2026.2.7
It's getting warmer outside during the day time. I've been pruning the trees in the backyard for past few days. They didn't bear much fruit last year, so I'm going to give them more fertilizer and take better care this year🍏2026.2.4
It's been three months with almost no progress on the mystery genre. I guess it's time to fade out... but wouldn't it frustrating to give up after coming this far? I started watching ENT's second season. Hoshi doesn't look Japanese, but it's fine because there aren't any Vulcans played by Vulcan actors.2026.2.1
The [Link] page has remained in preparing status forever. I want to post some links but I can't find the websites to introduce. I don't even know anyone who still has a personal website in this age of social media. It would be just a collection of useful sites. 2026.1.25
I learned some JavaScript again from Gemini, to show the scroll position number on the edge of novel pages on this site. Previously, it was just repeating a looong narrow image, so after 95 it would loop back to 00. Though this is only a rough guide because text display settings vary by browser. Scroll is unlike books, page numbers are useless and you can't insert bookmarks, so I put distance instead. The numbers are in units of 100 pixels📜2026.1.19
I started watching ENT season one. The time setting is between the near future and the TOS era, so their equipment still has NASA-ish feel which is interesting. I haven't gotten much of impression of the characters yet, except the captain seems more like Thunderbird than StarTrek. I believe this is the first time that the ship's doctor is an alien, but he seems very stable so I'm looking forward to know more about him. The story is pretty watchable so far and it's not as bad as I've heard. The heroine is either a Vulcan or a Japanese, but I don't care because there are no Cardassians😭2026.1.16
Most teacher says "feel free to ask me anything" so nicely, but what do you do when you don't know how to ask the question? I spent the rest of my student life thinking about that.2026.1.10
I learned some basic JavaScript from Gemini and made a time-difference clock between Japan and the US. It automatically adjust the summer time too! Since middle school, I hadn't had a teacher who taught in my first language, being able to ask questions and get answers was very fun. It's still a mystery to me how I managed to earn credits in college even though there were no textbooks I could properly read... but of course, I still had to buy them🥲2026.1.10
In Japanese tradition, people eat seven-herb rice porridge on January 7th to pray for health throughout the year.... but since I couldn't get those special vegetables, I made hamburgers for dinner!🍔2026.1.7
I've finished organizing and backing up my data, but the rain is preventing me from physical cleaning of the digital devices around my desk. I finally finished watching Voyager, so I'll start watching Enterprise tomorrow. Janeway is too scary that makes Picard hides in his palm😶🌫 2026.1.4
Today was the end-of-year house cleaning day that had been postponed since last year. I want to organize the data on my computer tomorrow, and I also need to physical clean my digital devices. I want to take care and air out my plushies too, but it's been rainy and there isn't much sunlight lately. Maybe it's a Japanese tradition though, even after washing and drying, I don't feel like they're truly purified unless I put them in the sun😎2026.1.2
The new year has begun🎉 I couldn't get a job last year so getting a job is my goal again this year... seriously, my savings are almost running out😂 2026 looks like it's going to be fun with the 250th anniversary of the United States, the 60th anniversary of StarTrek, and the 20th anniversary of LunarKnights. I want to make this website even more exciting this year. May the Sun be with your new year🔅2026.1.1